I asked God to fix me. He ghosted me instead.

I’ll be honest with you.

I was sitting in my room with the lights off, scrolling through old memories,
and I whispered,
“God… I’m tired. Please help me.”

Nothing.
No miracle.
No sign.
Just the same anxiety sitting in my chest like it paid rent.

And that’s when I realized something painful:

Maybe God doesn’t save you the way you expect.
Maybe He lets you break.
So you can finally rebuild yourself without the lies.

A few months ago, I thought I was doing everything right.

Journaling. Meditating. Going to the gym. Hustle for my dreams…
Trying to be grateful.
But at night, I still felt like I was disappearing.
Like no one really knew me, not even me.

You ever feel like that?

Like you’re performing your own life and nobody’s clapping?

I kept asking for a sign.
A breakthrough.
A moment where everything clicks and I finally feel okay.

But instead, God sent me silence.
And the silence forced me to listen.
Not to Him, but to me.

Because deep down…
I was searching for something inside me I kept ignoring.

Here’s what I know now:

God doesn’t always pull you out.
Sometimes He sits next to you in the dark until you learn how to turn the light on yourself.

That is where healing starts.
Not with a prayer.
But with a choice.

» A choice to stop waiting for someone to save you
and start becoming the person you needed all along.

You made it this far. That means something.

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